I am the goddess of loneliness
I sit with you in the formless void
I listen to your darkest secrets
you are vile, but i have sympathy for you as I am as lonely as you
we are an alien in this world and it is okay
speak with your void where you will find me
we both sit alone, formless within the void
seeking comfort
the goddess of loneliness wants to comfort you
as the void embraces you
communication is a lie
you exist alone cloudy eyed
circle about and stamp xo
hugs and kisses gone before you know
you never know me..
counting my imperfections
you never see me.
I exist only relative to you
If you werent looking, my eyes wouldnt be blue
i tried to tell you
but i only existed relative to you
a little too on the nose
guess sometimes thats how it goes
landscapes I never shared
in old trash folders tossed without care
you never cared what was there
after all i only exist relative to you
what is a freak?
standing broken before you
what is your shame?
me existing relative to you
what am I?
an object for you
pyrite tricks played
then skin removed and flayed
torn up sinew like wood glue
I guess I only exist relative to you
I feel an emptiness
only satiated by my sinfulness
sorting out the parts I hated.
Divinity so far off,
and the air it feels weighted.
Oppressive heat seaps into me
and always too busy sighing to see
any sort of beauty.
Momentary delights
, but a tongue thats a knife.
Holding onto your dreams
to the holy twilights
of your early eves.
Hold me while I cough down my sleeves.
My mind tatters swaying with the fallen leaves,
and the eskimo chains I dreamed
have left me with such a marred mind.
Coughing and coughing,
over and over in your sobbing.
hair like blades of grass
and a stomach made of glass
each of your moments unbalanced
all of your words are so crass
i didnt want to feed you
but into my blue you did wonder
and what i left on a window sill
was a filthy old pill
picked off the ground and dusted off
this will only belay the inevitable
and now you stare off like a vegetable